Bowling
24 hours ago on the dot i sat in this exact same place, sifting through thoughts in my mind. my life, where it’s going. . . where is everyone taking me? When is all the good stuff going to come? who’s really in control of what i’m doing? So many questions, and not enough brain power to process them all. . . 24 hours ago, i decided i had to write my thoughts down, lay out the map to my subconscious, see whats really going on in my brain; and i thought what better way to do it than to do it online, see if other people can help out or not. So this is it. my story, my life, laid out for you to dissect with me, if anyone reads this. . . And who knows, you might find some answers for yourself between these lines. . . 
went bowling the other day, with my amazing girlfriend, i call her pumpkin, and we had a blast. i wanted to start here because it’s a good intro to whatever i’m trying to accomplish with this thing. . . i want people to read my blog and comment on it. Thats what everyone who starts something like this wants. It’s another way to reach out and touch that connection to the world that we all have to have, and you do have to have it, i speak from experience. After weeks and weeks of no school or work or anything i thought i would be happy. free days to sleep and party and nights to party. . . i thought i would be happy, but you need to get out, and this is a way to get out, thats why i’m doing this. Everyone wants to have a story. Part of a story is telling it. . . Anyway, bowling. Pumpkin. yeah, i love pumpkin, she’s cute and funny and she laughs with me and takes care of me and i dont know how i lived without her before i met her… 
one of those things.bowling We had a date planned because pumpkin didnt have school or work and i never had either– quick background here, the day i turned eighteen i moved out of my house, staying with a friend now, dropped out of high school, and basically quit life for a while. thats where i was at this time of the story. sorry, i wont go on so many tangents in the future, promise. . . – so we decided we would walk down to the bowling place that pumkin lived next to. Pumpkin payed, i feel bad every time she pays for something, but i try my best to pay her back, and we bowled a few games. we played the first game pretty serious, i think she won, but i cant remember. . . she always wins anyway, and the second game we were just goofing off, dancing and eating food and laughing. . 
. having a good time. It was really fun, we ended up playing dance dance revolution after our games in the arcade there. . . then we left and i can honestly say i cant remember the rest of the day. I know, i’m horrible, but like i said earlier, no brain power. i’ll try to do better pumpkin, honest. ha ha, it’s two in the morning and i’ve got some major net surfing to do so i’ll just end here. peace. oh, and sorry about the format of the post, the text and pictures are not being friendly with each other. . .
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